• keyboard life, three

    keyboard life, three

    Barely a few hours later and you are getting a second keyboard post today.

    It seems as though my life is revolving around input devices on this quiet winter Thursday. 

    Sigh.

    Why is that?

    Two reasons, one a tangent I didn’t include in the last post but which I thought was worth writing about and two, an update to my comment at the end of my last post.

    I’ll start with the update: I spent an hour cleaning my keyboard after I got home from my cafe excursion and felt a little icky about having shared that gruesome picture of my filthy keyboard: 

    The reality of most off the shelf keyboards is that you just deal with the grime. Sure, you wipe them down or blow them out on occasion, but in general you are kinda stuck with the fact that daily use leads to dirty keys.

    When I bought this Nuphy Halo it was in the feature list that it could be easily disassembled for cleaning—which for the first while after you get it is the last thing on your mind.  But then time passes and one day for no good reason you take a close up pic of the grime and you remember that, hey, I have a tool to take it all apart and make it less dirty.

    That’s exactly what I did. 

    I pried off all the keys and arrayed them out in order on the table.

    I got a bowl of soapy water.

    I washed and dried each key.

    And I used an air blower to clean out the dust and crumbs and hairs that had accumulated on the board underneath the keys (since I had all the keys off anyways.)

    And then I reassembled the whole thing and left it out to completely bone dry before I powered it on again—and started typing this.

    So my keyboard is now epically clean, and almost feeling back to brand new fresh, and one of my items is checked off my list.

    But as I was doing this I was reminded of another keyboard that I bought a few weeks ago. That’s right—but it’s not quite what you are thinking. 

    I bought a MIDI controller.

    …which is a keyboard in the same sense that my writing keyboard is a keyboard but rather than keys denoting the alphabet and numbers and the like, the MIDI controller has 25 white and black piano-style keys.

    A MIDI controller is not a piano. It no more has the capacity to independently make music than does the keyboard I’m writing this on have the ability to act as a word-processor: in other words, none. Both of them need to be connected to a computer to work their magic. This keyboard connects and sends ASCII signals to denote typing and characters to appear on the screen. The MIDI controller sends, well, MIDI signals which denote music notes, the pressure pressed upon the key and the duration that I pressed it.

    The MIDI controller lets me play music on my laptop using a piece of software that acts like a digital synthesizer, an effort I am trying to improve upon by practicing piano multiple times per week, independently.

    It’s simple and about the smallest mid-level quality controller I could buy, but for now it’s about all I need.

    So…

    I cleaned one keyboard today and did a bunch of typing, then I plugged in the other keyboard and played some scales, chords and musical exercises.

    And now…

    I’m tapping away on this keyboard again to make a note about this crazy hardware peripheral existence which I seem to live… which may sound utterly dull to you, but is very much a creative outlet for me, and damn near pretty much the only thing keeping me sane in this crazy world lately.

    That’s life. A keyboard life.

  • keyboard life, two

    keyboard life, two

    Along with the hundreds of thousands of aging finger prints atop the keys, I’ve let a bit of dust accumulate on my keyboard lately. 

    It was not for lack of writing. Mostly.

    See. Late last year I found myself in need of a new computer. It was a mostly obvious choice. I’ve largely ditched Windows and was flipping between the family MacBook Air and an Ubuntu Linux install on my desktop for when I needed to do real work. It is a testament to the bloat in Microsoft products these days that Windows 11 barely runs on my desktop, chugging along and jittering and freezing despite my efforts in maintenance, while Ubuntu sings and dances on the exact same machine. I have it dual boot, still, because the Kid has games on the Windows boot side and… well, yeah.

    Long story short, I found myself buying a new MacBook Pro in late 2025 for use as work machine: doing contract coding, graphic design, and any writing that I needed to do. It’s a little more than four months old now, and it has settled in as my primary computer which I use for all my serious stuff.

    …but man, am I struggling to write on that thing.

    Part of me blames the fact that on a full computer I have a hundred distractions. Notifications are forever popping up. The web and youtube are barely a click away. It’s too easy to flip and flop between apps and tasks and distraction after distraction after distraction.

    Another part of me blames the keyboard. It’s far from a bad keyboard, but it is just a typical chiclet keyboard with no real character. It’s good, good enough and kinda boring. 

    Until the laptop my primary writing setup for over two years has been an aging iPad with Scrivener and a keyboard. And a little over a year ago, readers might recall, I got a really good keyboard: a Nuphy Halo mechanical keyboard with backlit keys. It weighs three times as much as the iPad, is alive with color and character, and is tactile as heck. It is my baby, dusty as beats all right now, but the tool of my inspiration and more. 

    It connects to the laptop, yeah, but it then the laptop is an extra thirty centimetres further from me and there is not always enough space at a cafe where I often write to accommodate. (I’m writing this on the Nuphy and the iPad in such a cafe and it just fits on the window ledge table.) Also, carrying around everything just in case defeats the purpose.

    In short, I’ve been trying to write on the laptop and being met with middling success.

    So in the last day or so I’ve come to a couple conclusions.

    First, I need to use my pared down, simple iPad setup to do my creative writing more. I need to ditch the pretension of a fancy laptop and embrace the writing machine as The Way.

    Second, I realize that all this might be leading into a bigger evaluation of my writing self, and a shake up of my daily routine, and generally auditioning a couple new places and times to get work done.

    And third, I should probably clean my keyboard.

  • fifty walks

    fifty walks

    A month or so before I left my big government job in 2023 I made a list. 

    It was that typical sort of list for someone going through a life transition and it contained one hundred and change ideas of how to spend the next year or so, keeping busy and not losing my mind.

    I didn’t track any of it.

    I mean, some of it was in my head, locked in a kind of mental checklist of things I wanted to do, but life did what life always tends to do: stuff happened, the list mostly got derailed, and two and half years later I rediscovered this ambitious missive from my past self who didn’t yet know that life would have a bunch of flipping and flopping events both small and global that would get in the way of my optimistic plans.

    I found that list one morning, the day I am writing these words in fact, and I went through with my virtual highlighter and checked off the twenty or so things I actually managed to accomplish. Some of them were pretty cool. I did some traveling and made some streaks and wrote a book and did some professional stuff that even I figured was a long shot back in 2023.

    But there were a lot of things on that list that I haven’t yet done. 

    And one in particular caught my eye. 

    I had made a note that I should “log 500km in adventure walking” and yeah, sure, I’ve done a lot of walking this past two and a half years, spent a lot of time on my feet, run and wandered and strolled to the coffee shop with my keyboard to write, too. None of it, I feel, was really exactly what I had in mind when I wrote that item on the list.

    What is an adventure walk anyways?

    Well. That’s not so tricky to nail down as it might seem.

    In the simplest evaluation, an adventure walk is only this: a walk leading to some kind of adventure, an exploration of somewhere moderately unknown, and mostly just putting footprints in a place that is more interesting than the bicycle path around the neighbourhood park. A walk to the store can turn into an adventure, but rarely would one set out for the store claiming it was legitimately an adventure-seeking activity.

    This got me to thinking (as you may have realized by the fact that such thinking got me to writing) and as the city around me starts to thaw again for the spring, now might be just the time to think about what a summer of adventure walks might look like. Yeah, five hundred klicks might sound like a lot, but broken out into a a spring an summer, say two walks per week at ten klicks per walk that is suddenly a very achievable sort of plan.

    In fact it is early March as I write this and I can easily see myself planning pleasant walks around the city and beyond well into November. Inclusive, that gives me a solid nine-ish months to plan and log, say, fifty walks each about ten kilometres long and each fitting a number of basic criteria.

    Criteria One: It has to fit the definition of an adventure, in that it needs to be a walk to or through a place where I have never walked before, or at least somewhere I don’t go regularly. I can retread ground to get there, but the destination or the route needs to be novel and reasonably interesting.  Cutting across that familiar field at a different angle, or walking through a back alley instead of the main street in my neighbourhood would not count—but turning up that path through the woods to check out the view of the river valley from the other side of the hill would. What counts as adventure? I think it’s as that old saying goes: I’ll know it when I see it.

    Criteria Two: It needs to be logged. I have a GPS watch so in the strictest sense of turning on the tracking for my adventure walk and uploading a GPX file to a website later is pretty much automated and mundane at this point. But I also don’t think that will cut it. I think I need to both (a) write something about the adventure after it is over, and (b) have taken some kind of photo, made some kind of sketch, or otherwise captured some element of the space in an audio-visual medium to share that will make it properly “logged” for it to count.

    Criteria Three: It needs to be a purposeful walk, by which I mean that accidentally logging an adventure walk, or incidentally recording some stroll I took out of convenience is not going to cut it either. I think it needs to be planned. It needs to be something where I say, look, I’m going to this place to do a walk from A to B and maybe even back again and that was the intention of the effort. There needs to be a sense of intentionality and a notion of forethought behind the adventure. I’m not locking myself into setting a departure date and time or plotting a route in advance or creating a checklist of my itinerary along the way, but I do think it needs to be more an a whim of the moment.

    And that’s it. Can I log fifty walks in one year? Can I find fifty walks worth of adventure in and around my city? What will it look like if I do? What will it accomplish, if anything at all? I don’t know that answer to any of that as I write this, but I do know that my 2023 self would be happy knowing that I’m still trying to find purpose in this life of transition and change.

  • film: scott pilgrim vs the world

    film: scott pilgrim vs the world

    My long and frustrating quest for an Actually Good Movie Critique Podcast has been (temporarily) achieved.

    After nudging through an uncounted dearth of film discussion pods that seem more interested in trying to make jokes at a movie’s expense while doing little more than a basic rehashing the plot than actually discussing the film itself, I tripped over one by critic Amy Nicholson and actor Paul Scheer called Unspooled and down the back-episode rabbit hole I have fallen. It’s just what my ears and I have been looking for, and it has fumbled reminders of films I’d long-since-watched that I was suddenly re-inspired to dust off the digital dust and rewatch anew.

    What’s the movie?

    The first of those films turned out to be Scott Pilgrim vs. The World, that now 15+ years old comic adaptation by Edgar Wright, with Michael Cera and Mary Elizabeth Winstead. My two-bits recap goes like this: nerdy bassist Scott, recoiling from the struggles of his post-high school dating struggles, meets Manic Pixie Dream Emo Ramona Flowers whose dating baggage manifests as a roster of seven evil exes that Scott must defeat in successive video-game style throw downs in order to continue their relationship.

    All the while Scott learns the value of self respect and comes to understand how he has hurt his past girlfriends and himself and everyone around him while the surrealist retro gamer aesthetic drives a fantastical world building anchored upon a Toronto backdrop.

    How does it hold up?

    I was in my mid-thirties when this came out and much closer then to the source inspiration than I am now to even the release date of this film.  Back then I would have told you that half the appeal to my sad little brain was the aesthetic of this film, wrapped as it was in this eight-bit echo back to my own gamer youth. I got the other layers of message, sure, but I have fifteen years of emotional growth and parenting and personal self realization under my belt on this rewatch that I can almost guarantee I didn’t have back in 2010. I wasn’t a Scott, but I easily might have been equally oblivious to the nuances of some relationships as he was.

    That’s a tough thing to admit, but hell, I’m gonna be fifty this year and people grow.

    That’s the moral lesson of this film, I think, if there is one to be had: people grow and change and move on and stuff. We’ve been through the #metoo movement and the backlash against it that has manifested as this sour self-loathing wave of stubborn people declaring that empathy is for losers and being woke is weakness,  and a reprisal of hate-filled nationalism, so dare I ask where are we as a society on the Scott Pilgrim meter of self-reflective growth? Pretty low. It might just be better to ask if society holds up to the core message that is this movie.

    Did I like it?

    I have been tracking my movies over on Letterboxd for a couple years now and I rarely give films a bad rating, but also I rarely give them more than four stars. I gave this one a four point five. I did like it. It was something about the feeling of it. It was cozy and familiar. It was well made.

    The effects still felt effective (though to be fair, I’m living through an eighties nostalgia infection that I can’t seem to shake) and twinkled wittily at my own youth.

    The cast is a who’s-who of modern awesome people who have not broken our trust or gone wildly queueanon or done anything but make great work these past fifteen years, so I didn’t need to hold my nose at that. It’s just a good movie that is fun to watch.

    Is it worth a rewatch?

    I started this post by alluding to a movie review podcast. If you are into those, you should look up Unspooled. Paul Scheer is a stand up guy, seems like an honestly hard working actor, and has led a couple of podcasts that I would put on my list of favourites. And hearing his and Amy’s insightful commentary on this (and about a dozen other flicks from back episodes I’ve devoured these last couple weeks) inspired me to click on my copy of Scott Pilgrim and settle in. 

    If you’ve seen it before, it is a movie about growth after all, and layered enough that I think it’s an interesting measure for personal reflection.

    And if you’ve never seen it, like why not?

  • state of the blog, two: re-socialized

    state of the blog, two: re-socialized

    I haven’t been giving this poor blog the attention it deserves, I admit it. Other shiny things have captured my attention for the moment, tho the cycle of indifference will inevitably circle back around and you’ll once again wonder where I find the time to fill these pages with so much drivel.

    I am a bit of a yo-yo on social media, too. My current state of mind on the matter (and it will invariably shift to something else, likely sooner than later) is that lack of participation leaves nothing but a void to be filled with something else, or put simpler: if my aforementioned drivel is filling up your feeds that’s a few less hate-filled political posts and ai-generated influencer vids for you to watch before you get bored and log off. If we all did that, the internet might go back to what it once was. I mistakenly thought that people would recognize the gaps and their attention would shift away, that if us prolific folks were not posting so much people would log off, but it turns out those same feeds just get stuffed with trash that is more entertaining than engaging with the real lives of your real friends. Who’d have thunk?

    I took up a different sort of project on a parallel blog. It was one of those New Years gotta-do-something-fresh ideas that has given me a bit of traction for multi-modal creativity. I started a new blog over on 8 Clicks, the made up production banner that I have been using for my non-business professional work. It’s a weird line, I get it, but I do consider my writing and my creative self as a facet of my professional self, just not one I’m currently hanging a shingle to specifically market for—though one that I think rounds me out as a creative pro. It’s complex, but mostly I don’t want to hand over my writing as an asset, even just in the abstract way of directly connecting it to my corporation via a website. It’s mine, personally, even though the skills benefit both. And so I have a company and also a production house and they are different. Get it? No? Neither do I some days. The shorter version of that is I have been writing short creative affirmation style essays every weekday and posting them on a new dedicated blog over there, under my personal creative banner, and it takes up some time. I’m up at around forty posts so far. And then to make it more complex, I have been reading some of them into audio projects and then sometimes even doing a live-looping synth track as a backing vibe and—it’s just a helluva lot of fun to create, so I’ve been pushing hard on that. 

    And none of that is to even touch on all the fiction I’ve been churning out by writing on a pretty strict schedule. Push, push, push on that, too. 

    Meanwhile? Pushing less hard over here.

    Between all that and other paying-ish work, well… these wandering scrivenings have become a little more sedentary in front of a keyboard these days.

    Blurred together in the new projects and my current social media revitalization, needless to say perhaps that I am finding myself quite prolific online these days. I have been posting and back posting, and even dropping the occasional hot take (which, of course, gets exponentially more engagement than my silly word and sound and image posts). Undoubtably, many of you are rolling your eyes at my wishy washy whateverness. But people are messy and last I checked I’m still people. 

    What I need to find some time for is art. I have been sketching, sure, but my watercolour has been temporarily sidelined. I thought winter would be an inspo, but it turns out when you learn that sketching outdoors is a real jam then returning to your cluttered basement to paint is relatively less muse-ful. 

    I am still reading and logging my thoughts about books I finish. I am still tracking my media and writing little reviews, but I’m in a bit of a pattern of starting lots and finishing little, or worse, tackling books that are a thousand pages long and audiobooks that are thirty hours even on 1.2x playback and those simply just take time to churn through even if my attention locks long enough to do so.

    And that’s how things stand, I guess. I don’t know that I owe anyone an explanation for this place, but that’s the state of things regardless. Check out the other projects. Know that I’m not idle. And rattle the door knob occasionally to make sure that I haven’t fallen into a deep hole of my own creation, huh.

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Welcome. I’m one of those weirdos who still writes a personal blog. In fact, I’ve been writing meandering drivel online for decades, and here you’ll find all my recent posts on writing, technology, art, food, adventure, running, travel, and overthinking just about anything and everything …since early 2021.

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