• cough-ee, one

    cough-ee, one

    Ironic enough that I’m writing this at a Starbucks, but here I am, sipping a mint tea, and realizing that my days as a coffee drinker might be behind me.

    I gave up tea for the month of November and while we travelled in Japan. It was not because we went to Japan, mind you. Japan was a helpful distraction from my coffee break, but it was not the reason.

    I don’t generally write much about my health—well, besides all the posts about running and injury, huh—but for the last couple years I have been dealing with a chronic cough that I couldn’t quite pin down the cause. I’ve seen doctors and specialists. I’ve had respiratory tests. I’ve been vetted for asthma. I’ve taken medicine for my nose, throat, and immune system, but none of it did much besides exacerbate secondary symptoms. Then, going the dreaded “own research” route, I started testing some other rando theories and what I seem to be narrowing in on is that I might have gastroesophageal reflux. I’m not a doctor, so look it up yourself, but the long-short of it is that I seem to be able to control the cough by controlling my diet. I can get rid of like ninety-five percent of my symptoms by avoiding foods that trigger an upset stomach (and which weirdly, subsequently lead to a sore throat and a raspy cough.)

    You can probably guess where a post about coffee is headed, right?

    One of my big triggers seems to be coffee. Between the acidity and caffeine a cup of coffee tends to lead to a morning of cough-cough, hack-hack.  I mean, it’s all a little more complex and subtle, which is why it’s been tough to notice the link. But there was enough of a link that led me to think mid-last year that maybe I had a coffee allergy or that I wasn’t storing my beans properly or that my coffee machine needed a thorough cleaning. Alas, it really seems to be a gut and digestion issue.

    So in early November I quit coffee cold turkey and had all the symptoms in the week or so before we left on our trip. And then despite the wacky coffee culture in Japan I stuck to tea and juices while we were there. (Don’t feel bad though, all the other food made up for it.) And almost all my symptoms went away. Rice and fish and tea every day and my stomach was like, dude, this is the answer. I almost thought that was that, and I wasn’t going to do coffee anymore.

    Then we got back from Japan and the package the my wife had generously bought me had arrived in the mail and was sitting there on the counter: a coffee advent calendar. One Canadian roast per day for the first twenty-five days in December. And it was November 30. 

    “We can give it away or something.” She said. Rather, I decided it was a good little test. I would go back on coffee for most of the month, limit my intake, try 25 very different roasts and… observe.

    It became clear within a few days that coffee was a major trigger. Some roasts were mostly fine leaving me wondering if I was imagining it all, but some would have me coughing within minutes of drinking them. It got to the point that by 9am we’d be joking that obviously “that coffee was not a winner.”

    Now, you could argue that what this proves is that I could probably find a delicate low-acid roast that I could drink from here on out—and you’d be right. I could totally cope.

    But.

    But there are other factors. Mostly, as it turns out, when I stopped drinking coffee there were all sorts of other positive impacts on my digestive system. It wasn’t just the coughing that the coffee was causing. My whole gut health seemed to do a U-turn in the space of November. And maybe it was the fish and the rice and not eating so much fried foods, but it got me thinking that I might have a few seriously messed up ideas about what I’ve been putting in my body, even with the best intentions.

    Couple that with the sad fact that the price of coffee seems to have gone up like 300% in the last year, I started thinking that maybe 2026 might be a year of going coffee-free.

    So here I am—as I opened with—in a Starbucks drinking a mint tea and mostly past all the withdrawal symptoms of breaking from the coffee habit. And yet mentally, my brain has entered the rationalization phase of trying to use logical loopholes to justify breaking my coffee-free streak—which is kinda why I decided to start writing about it. Going public, as limited as my audience has always been, somehow always adds a layer of public accountability (ahem, maybe it’s just performance, tho) for reaching these tough to conquer crazy goals I take on.  

    I haven’t had a coffee in 2026 and for better and worse we’ll try to keep it that way—and of course write about it, too.

  • bardo the air privateer, part two

    bardo the air privateer, part two

    Winter flying is a mixed bag.  Heck, in the last few weeks since I first posted about my new wandering adventures through the virtual airspaces I have officially traversed the rocky mountains and defeated all sorts of variable weather. The worst of it was landing blind in a snowstorm in the Kootenays, but even my most recent arrival at the Hope airport where I couldn’t see the runway for the snow on the ground there, it has been an all around couch-based adventure.

    My second flight simulator trip is well underway.

    Bardo has made a total of eight flights that have brought him down into southern Alberta before making an abrupt westward turn towards the coast. We have been skimming along the border at the 49th as we landed at a series of tiny Canadian airports just north of that demarkation.

    A couple big changes to note, however. 

    The first change is that just south of Calgary we upgraded our plane.  We had set out in a Cessna 172, the base model and an easy-to-fly prop plane. There was some nostalgia in that choice because it was the plane I took over to Japan in my first virtual adventure in 2020.  And yet, it is a monotonously slow vehicle. You see a lot of scenery, sure, but you also average jumps of sixty or so nautical miles which takes an hour to fly (counting take offs and landings and all that fluff.) So, we traded up and splurged on a Diamond DA6 (apparently an old weather research plane) that has a top speed about fifty percent faster than the Cessna, but is also a light little prop plane that is casual enough for a classy adventure in the skies.

    The second change is that I had AI write me a plugin for this blog. That’s right, I just asked Claude Code to make me a plugin to track all my flights. If I was gaming on a PC there are tools that integrate and make this easy, but on the PS5 I seem to be on my own for the moment. So, I now have a flight tracking tool here: https://wander.8r4d.com/flight-log/ and I may do some tweaks on it as we go, but for now it does the basics which is logging the flights and making a little map so that if you are interested you can see where Bardo and I have been flying.

    Which is the next big question. I am approaching the coast, one stop away from Vancouver and on my last adventure that’s when I turned north and flew up to Alaska and beyond.  This time I’m going south and leaning towards a coastal flight, but I think I want to do a bit of research first. Do I head straight down and follow the coastline itself, or do I jut inland and fly over some of those ‘mercan sights, y’know like via the grand canyon, Vegas, and those similar places. Or, do I head right on down towards Mexico and South America and explore an area of the map I’ve never been.

  • refresh

    refresh

    One word that sums up your theme for 2026.

    Hey look! New year, new template.

    So, um…. that’s not exactly a rule, but when I rebooted this blog space back in April I tossed up a placeholder template to get me started, customized it lightly and kept rolling.

    (Well… typing and posting.)

    It was solid design, sure, but it never really grew on me. The value of a good template is that it (a) is reasonably unique to the author but (b) isn’t so unique as to be distracting from the words while (c) being somewhat timeless enough that maintaining it doesn’t become more of a burden than keeping the blog itself.

    I can offer such advice because 2026 will mark my 25th blog-iversary. 

    (I mean, it’s in April… but it’s also new years in a couple days so…)

    That’s right, I’ve been posting online in various forms for twenty-five years (nearly.) Gulp! You can’t read any of those posts from twenty-five years ago, I suppose, but they exist somewhere as files on some computer, in the cloud, and as experience in my fingertips. In that time I have designed hundreds (if not maybe thousands?) of web pages. Probably, definitely thousands I think.  

    This site, this blog, has changed as often as a couple times per year.

    (In other words, a template refresh is nothing new around here.)

    And that’s not all that is refreshed. My resolve to be better and to self-improve is back for another instalment of “hey, it’s new years!”

    I am, as usual, setting off into the fresh calendar with a resolve to switch up a few bad habits and re-energize the good ones. I hesitate to call the “resolutions” but sometimes a fresh calendar is a nice place to start a new project. A milestone of a sort, you know?

    I will be looking to kick off a new writing project on January first. I have plotted out a brand new novel and I’m going to slam a 500 word per day goal against that plan and see how much sticks.

    (I’m still prodding at the other novel, but I think some fresh writing in the same universe will help to unjam that one.)

    I have exactly six months left on my gym membership starting on January first, so a weekly swimming goal is brewing into the mix. I am fairly certain they won’t be closing the pool for maintenance again for at least another year or so, so… my only competition is laziness and lane space.

    (And maybe a threadbare swim suit.) 

    The run slate is clean once again. Those apps tend to reset everything to “year so far” numbers, so January first as the clock rolls over all of us are right back to zero milage for the year. And I have a reasonably fresh pair of shoes (and a couple new pairs of socks!)

    (I’ll quickly fall behind, but for a glorious few seconds all of us are on the same page.)

    I always write this, but I am going to read more novels. I was doing good for a while there last year and was ticking off like a book a week for a while. A reprise attempt is always on my bedside table, even if my success rate is a repeated rake in the face.

    (Those books are not going to read themselves!) 

    And since I won’t have my blog every day motivation from my december-ish blogging streak, this being the last post of the series, maybe having a refreshed blog template will motivate me to write and post as much as I did once… or just to keep at it regularly.

    It’s been a crazy year. Ready to refresh things a bit? I sure am.

    Happy new year. See you in 2026.

  • objectively spry

    objectively spry

    One quote that
    sums up your 2026 is…

    Flexibility.

    Now, before you go thinking this is some kind of subtle yoga reference, consider one fact: I’m writing this post on December 31st —and not on the thirtieth like I should be. Like, the timestamp will imply.

    I am being flexible.

    My life has been filled with hundreds (if not thousands) of little personal goals. I set out plans and mark milestones. I create bars for myself to jump over… and it’s starting to become a problem.

    I overthink. I get pangs of anxiety trying to keep up with my own little task lists. I state a win condition and then struggle to meet it. 

    And sometimes this is a good thing, sure. Having standards for yourself is a way that standards are met. Saying you are going to strive to write so many words per day, or swim so many laps per week, or run such and such a distance every month, or read a specific number of books in a year. It can be a real motivator.

    But it can also create obstacles. Real obstacles. You start to lean into those goals as unbreakable standards, and then if something does break—well, in my case? They often don’t just break but I often then turn around and give up. 

    Missed a couple days of sketching on that streak? Shrug. I guess I’ll draw again next year.

    Wasn’t feeling like a run today. Oops. I guess I’ll take the rest of the week off, too.

    Oh, you were planning on practicing your violin every day between rehearsals but missed one session. Oh well… why bother again tomorrow.

    I need to break that cycle for myself. Thus, my goal of 2026 is flexibility. Fewer goals, more concepts. Less absolutes of full accomplishment, more experimentation with attempting completion. It sounds counter-intuitive, but I think in the end it will lighten the effort and bring me more fulfilment in my hobbies and side projects.

    So this post is an example of that flexibility. Sure, I missed writing a proper post yesterday (um, today) but I’ll just write it a day late and update the timestamp so it appears on the right day. Shrug… and keep plugging along. Happy new year.

  • facing the punching

    facing the punching

    One quote that
    sums up your 2025 is…

    Easy come, easy go.

    In many ways I signed up for a kind of trial of instability.  Not locking into regularly scheduled employment for a couple years, taking gigs, doing contracts, picking at projects, working part time, going back to school, et cetera, et cetera… it all added up to a kind of here one day, gone the next kind of changeability of my days.

    I was reminded again of that this evening as yet another thing I was working with unexpectedly seemed to have wrapped up just as the year was drawing to a close.

    Oh well.

    Does that mean I enter 2026 looking for more stability? Or does it mean I start to get used to it?

    There is an old idea that I’ve brought up before in my writing, which is the idea that you gotta be punched in the face a few times before you get used to being punched in the face. No one wants to get punched in the face, but being in a situation where you would be likely to be punched in the face for bad reasons means that how you react to such an event could mean the difference between survival and… not. So, overcoming that initial shock to being punched the first or second time is always the hardest.  

    I haven’t been punched in the face, at least not literally, but there is a metaphor tangled up in there somewhere that feels like it might have something to say about 2025.

    I’ve gotten used to being metaphorically punched in the professional face and things have started to feel like, you know… easy come, easy go. Onto the next adventure.

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Welcome. I’m one of those weirdos who still writes a personal blog. In fact, I’ve been writing meandering drivel online for decades, and here you’ll find all my recent posts on writing, technology, art, food, adventure, running, travel, and overthinking just about anything and everything …since early 2021.

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