• head over feets, fourteen

    head over feets, fourteen

    I lost the plot. I mean, we went to Japan and I while there I did (but did not log here) two runs, including an amazing little side quest to check out a Park Run in Futakotamagawa on our first weekend, and a half lap of Disneyland Tokyo on our last weekend.

    Then we came back and I ran and swam, but a lot of that was inside because (a) the pool is inside and more importantly (b) winter arrived with a vengeance and it got freaking cold, snowy and icy all at the same time so I’ve been on the indoor track wrestling with a watch that can’t quite figure out my pace anymore (I suspect because I turned it on while riding the bullet train in Japan and clocked a “run” at 275kph and mussed up the calculations. Sigh.)

    Alas, the new year arrived and it is time once again to set some goals, the first one being about dutifully tracking my fitness here again, so, here it all restarts.

    My first run of 2026 was a bit of a sad sack. Used to be that the annual “resolution run” brought us out on January first for a chilly 5k race with a pancake breakfast at the end.  They haven’t done that in a few years now, tho, and it was too damn chilly and slippery to be out on the trails this year anyways, so I stuck with my Sunday run schedule a few days later and did a slog of a 5k (with the vague error induced by lacking actual GPS) on the indoor track. Happy new yeah, huh?

    Tuesday evening I decided that I would start to get back into my pool routine for the new year. The roads have been decidedly icy which is a pain not just for running traction, but driving traction, so just getting to the pool is an exercise.  But it turns out that half the city had decide to go to the pool on Tuesday evening along with me. Long story short: fewer evening swims if possible.

    I went to the gym for some low impact cycling once later on in the week and we had an outdoor sledding party (which involved lots of hills, obviously) but I didn’t actually run again until Sunday morning. The weather had warmed considerably so we did nine klicks on the city paths which were a bit snowy but waaaaay better than the streets and suburban sidewalks which were basically oatmeal.

    Monday I logged 600m in the pool, but it was a mixed victory given that I forgot my towel at home and felt like a bit of doofus air-drying with my feet in the hot tub afterwards. Okay, it wasn’t all bad.

  • janu-funk status update

    janu-funk status update

    The problem with having so many outdoor hobbies and also living in a city that is frozen solid for four months of the year comes down to the problem of January.

    January sucks in that regard.

    I could suck it up, of course, and go out winter hiking or put on my cross country skis and check out any groomed trails. Sure. Those are real options. But then too, the sidewalks are dangerously too icy to run on, it’s tough to sketch with thick winter gloves on, and driving anywhere further than the local rec centre is literally gambling with the probability of a traffic accident.

    The days are short and cold.

    The nights are long and dull.

    The holidays full of people and parties is nearly another whole year away.

    And one’s new years resolutions, stated or otherwise, hang in the air like a delicate snowflake that is ready to melt the minute you reach out and touch it.

    It’s not really all that hard to see why January is a month of funk.

    I have been trying to counter the funk in a few ways.

    I have been writing, which more than resulting in a few quiet hours in a cafe or at my desk, makes me feel like I’m accomplishing at least some minor thing that is mostly under my own control. Also, it gives me an excuse to play on a computer and tap away on a keyboard which is a weird sort of comfort zone and familiarity for me.

    I have been playing with sound. Over the last few years I have acquired various microphones, recorders, synth generators, software, and the cables to hook them all together. Couple that with a decade of playing the violin and starting to better understand music theory, and I can jam without actual notes in front me and create in ways that are better (if only slightly) than noise. Also, it’s mentally chill.

    I have been coding. Admittedly I’ve been doing not nearly enough coding, but I have been working to keep my code skillz sharp as I can by dabbling in silly little projects and poking at my existing little projects.

    And I have been reading. Reading is one of those things that if you get it and do it there is usually no need to explain or justify it—and if you are not a reader of books, you’ll never understand the thirst of the page anymore than you’ll understand why a runner craves the trail or an actor craves the stage.

    The funk of January persists despite all of this, of course. We spend too much time trapped in the house together. We spend too much time reading the disturbing news barfing across our southern border. We spend too much time wasted on waiting for time to pass until the weather is more cooperative.

    January kinda sucks, even if usually we simply 

  • cough-ee, one

    cough-ee, one

    Ironic enough that I’m writing this at a Starbucks, but here I am, sipping a mint tea, and realizing that my days as a coffee drinker might be behind me.

    I gave up tea for the month of November and while we travelled in Japan. It was not because we went to Japan, mind you. Japan was a helpful distraction from my coffee break, but it was not the reason.

    I don’t generally write much about my health—well, besides all the posts about running and injury, huh—but for the last couple years I have been dealing with a chronic cough that I couldn’t quite pin down the cause. I’ve seen doctors and specialists. I’ve had respiratory tests. I’ve been vetted for asthma. I’ve taken medicine for my nose, throat, and immune system, but none of it did much besides exacerbate secondary symptoms. Then, going the dreaded “own research” route, I started testing some other rando theories and what I seem to be narrowing in on is that I might have gastroesophageal reflux. I’m not a doctor, so look it up yourself, but the long-short of it is that I seem to be able to control the cough by controlling my diet. I can get rid of like ninety-five percent of my symptoms by avoiding foods that trigger an upset stomach (and which weirdly, subsequently lead to a sore throat and a raspy cough.)

    You can probably guess where a post about coffee is headed, right?

    One of my big triggers seems to be coffee. Between the acidity and caffeine a cup of coffee tends to lead to a morning of cough-cough, hack-hack.  I mean, it’s all a little more complex and subtle, which is why it’s been tough to notice the link. But there was enough of a link that led me to think mid-last year that maybe I had a coffee allergy or that I wasn’t storing my beans properly or that my coffee machine needed a thorough cleaning. Alas, it really seems to be a gut and digestion issue.

    So in early November I quit coffee cold turkey and had all the symptoms in the week or so before we left on our trip. And then despite the wacky coffee culture in Japan I stuck to tea and juices while we were there. (Don’t feel bad though, all the other food made up for it.) And almost all my symptoms went away. Rice and fish and tea every day and my stomach was like, dude, this is the answer. I almost thought that was that, and I wasn’t going to do coffee anymore.

    Then we got back from Japan and the package the my wife had generously bought me had arrived in the mail and was sitting there on the counter: a coffee advent calendar. One Canadian roast per day for the first twenty-five days in December. And it was November 30. 

    “We can give it away or something.” She said. Rather, I decided it was a good little test. I would go back on coffee for most of the month, limit my intake, try 25 very different roasts and… observe.

    It became clear within a few days that coffee was a major trigger. Some roasts were mostly fine leaving me wondering if I was imagining it all, but some would have me coughing within minutes of drinking them. It got to the point that by 9am we’d be joking that obviously “that coffee was not a winner.”

    Now, you could argue that what this proves is that I could probably find a delicate low-acid roast that I could drink from here on out—and you’d be right. I could totally cope.

    But.

    But there are other factors. Mostly, as it turns out, when I stopped drinking coffee there were all sorts of other positive impacts on my digestive system. It wasn’t just the coughing that the coffee was causing. My whole gut health seemed to do a U-turn in the space of November. And maybe it was the fish and the rice and not eating so much fried foods, but it got me thinking that I might have a few seriously messed up ideas about what I’ve been putting in my body, even with the best intentions.

    Couple that with the sad fact that the price of coffee seems to have gone up like 300% in the last year, I started thinking that maybe 2026 might be a year of going coffee-free.

    So here I am—as I opened with—in a Starbucks drinking a mint tea and mostly past all the withdrawal symptoms of breaking from the coffee habit. And yet mentally, my brain has entered the rationalization phase of trying to use logical loopholes to justify breaking my coffee-free streak—which is kinda why I decided to start writing about it. Going public, as limited as my audience has always been, somehow always adds a layer of public accountability (ahem, maybe it’s just performance, tho) for reaching these tough to conquer crazy goals I take on.  

    I haven’t had a coffee in 2026 and for better and worse we’ll try to keep it that way—and of course write about it, too.

  • bardo the air privateer, part two

    bardo the air privateer, part two

    Winter flying is a mixed bag.  Heck, in the last few weeks since I first posted about my new wandering adventures through the virtual airspaces I have officially traversed the rocky mountains and defeated all sorts of variable weather. The worst of it was landing blind in a snowstorm in the Kootenays, but even my most recent arrival at the Hope airport where I couldn’t see the runway for the snow on the ground there, it has been an all around couch-based adventure.

    My second flight simulator trip is well underway.

    Bardo has made a total of eight flights that have brought him down into southern Alberta before making an abrupt westward turn towards the coast. We have been skimming along the border at the 49th as we landed at a series of tiny Canadian airports just north of that demarkation.

    A couple big changes to note, however. 

    The first change is that just south of Calgary we upgraded our plane.  We had set out in a Cessna 172, the base model and an easy-to-fly prop plane. There was some nostalgia in that choice because it was the plane I took over to Japan in my first virtual adventure in 2020.  And yet, it is a monotonously slow vehicle. You see a lot of scenery, sure, but you also average jumps of sixty or so nautical miles which takes an hour to fly (counting take offs and landings and all that fluff.) So, we traded up and splurged on a Diamond DA6 (apparently an old weather research plane) that has a top speed about fifty percent faster than the Cessna, but is also a light little prop plane that is casual enough for a classy adventure in the skies.

    The second change is that I had AI write me a plugin for this blog. That’s right, I just asked Claude Code to make me a plugin to track all my flights. If I was gaming on a PC there are tools that integrate and make this easy, but on the PS5 I seem to be on my own for the moment. So, I now have a flight tracking tool here: https://wander.8r4d.com/flight-log/ and I may do some tweaks on it as we go, but for now it does the basics which is logging the flights and making a little map so that if you are interested you can see where Bardo and I have been flying.

    Which is the next big question. I am approaching the coast, one stop away from Vancouver and on my last adventure that’s when I turned north and flew up to Alaska and beyond.  This time I’m going south and leaning towards a coastal flight, but I think I want to do a bit of research first. Do I head straight down and follow the coastline itself, or do I jut inland and fly over some of those ‘mercan sights, y’know like via the grand canyon, Vegas, and those similar places. Or, do I head right on down towards Mexico and South America and explore an area of the map I’ve never been.

  • refresh

    refresh

    One word that sums up your theme for 2026.

    Hey look! New year, new template.

    So, um…. that’s not exactly a rule, but when I rebooted this blog space back in April I tossed up a placeholder template to get me started, customized it lightly and kept rolling.

    (Well… typing and posting.)

    It was solid design, sure, but it never really grew on me. The value of a good template is that it (a) is reasonably unique to the author but (b) isn’t so unique as to be distracting from the words while (c) being somewhat timeless enough that maintaining it doesn’t become more of a burden than keeping the blog itself.

    I can offer such advice because 2026 will mark my 25th blog-iversary. 

    (I mean, it’s in April… but it’s also new years in a couple days so…)

    That’s right, I’ve been posting online in various forms for twenty-five years (nearly.) Gulp! You can’t read any of those posts from twenty-five years ago, I suppose, but they exist somewhere as files on some computer, in the cloud, and as experience in my fingertips. In that time I have designed hundreds (if not maybe thousands?) of web pages. Probably, definitely thousands I think.  

    This site, this blog, has changed as often as a couple times per year.

    (In other words, a template refresh is nothing new around here.)

    And that’s not all that is refreshed. My resolve to be better and to self-improve is back for another instalment of “hey, it’s new years!”

    I am, as usual, setting off into the fresh calendar with a resolve to switch up a few bad habits and re-energize the good ones. I hesitate to call the “resolutions” but sometimes a fresh calendar is a nice place to start a new project. A milestone of a sort, you know?

    I will be looking to kick off a new writing project on January first. I have plotted out a brand new novel and I’m going to slam a 500 word per day goal against that plan and see how much sticks.

    (I’m still prodding at the other novel, but I think some fresh writing in the same universe will help to unjam that one.)

    I have exactly six months left on my gym membership starting on January first, so a weekly swimming goal is brewing into the mix. I am fairly certain they won’t be closing the pool for maintenance again for at least another year or so, so… my only competition is laziness and lane space.

    (And maybe a threadbare swim suit.) 

    The run slate is clean once again. Those apps tend to reset everything to “year so far” numbers, so January first as the clock rolls over all of us are right back to zero milage for the year. And I have a reasonably fresh pair of shoes (and a couple new pairs of socks!)

    (I’ll quickly fall behind, but for a glorious few seconds all of us are on the same page.)

    I always write this, but I am going to read more novels. I was doing good for a while there last year and was ticking off like a book a week for a while. A reprise attempt is always on my bedside table, even if my success rate is a repeated rake in the face.

    (Those books are not going to read themselves!) 

    And since I won’t have my blog every day motivation from my december-ish blogging streak, this being the last post of the series, maybe having a refreshed blog template will motivate me to write and post as much as I did once… or just to keep at it regularly.

    It’s been a crazy year. Ready to refresh things a bit? I sure am.

    Happy new year. See you in 2026.

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Welcome. I’m one of those weirdos who still writes a personal blog. In fact, I’ve been writing meandering drivel online for decades, and here you’ll find all my recent posts on writing, technology, art, food, adventure, running, travel, and overthinking just about anything and everything …since early 2021.

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